Lost in thought and lost in time!

i said to myself today.
I'm not going to search for the meaning of life.
Anymore.

I said i need to help others.
I thought how?
One man jumped from nowhere and asked for a ride.
In a fraction of a second.
I said okie may be like this.

And then i had a fight with someone.
Now i think.
Why this.
Should i say.
May be like this.

But my eyes are paining.
My head is not working.

Im hearing to music
My ears are becoming red.

And what am i doing now.
Im just writing a blog.
Why.
Am i searching for my life.

Not again.