Im running 26 now!
i have been travellin a lot after my 25th bday! things change so fast. Then my father took a leave from this earth for a divine life!! Im still travellin before that big blow takes me down! as i always wanted to, im changing. my hair style changed. More responsibilty in life and work.
no time . were am i running. im running ahead of my time! may be im thinking ahead.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Thursday, November 09, 2006
3 months!
Its been three months , i have written a blog.
Its been three months so, i have gone home.
I stopped scribbling because, someone said i dont want
to read other people's bluffing- How true!
Why we all speak.
Do we have the right to speak to others.
Do we have the right to say listen what im saying.
Is this what they mean by birth right!
Again im bluffing!
So wat i was doing all these months!
May i was preoccupied - with what?
work i guess!
Coz my collegue was leaving.. im prepping
up myself to fill the gap!
I aint saw any movies much!
Only Lage raho.
I dont really have pic of what i did
these months.
Wonder what a life i had!
Ha! Still bluffing!
Its been three months so, i have gone home.
I stopped scribbling because, someone said i dont want
to read other people's bluffing- How true!
Why we all speak.
Do we have the right to speak to others.
Do we have the right to say listen what im saying.
Is this what they mean by birth right!
Again im bluffing!
So wat i was doing all these months!
May i was preoccupied - with what?
work i guess!
Coz my collegue was leaving.. im prepping
up myself to fill the gap!
I aint saw any movies much!
Only Lage raho.
I dont really have pic of what i did
these months.
Wonder what a life i had!
Ha! Still bluffing!
Friday, August 04, 2006
Monday, July 10, 2006
I confess…
What am I doing for past couple of months? I’m asking myself all these days.
Let me count.
1. I was bored – felt what if I go to hell!
2. I ate well – all kinds of food- which I like.
3. I slept – for about 15 hours.
4. I browsed – nearly 6 -7hrs a day or more- achieved nothing.
5. I chat with my colleagues all day long.
6. I fight with them also.
7. Yes I indeed did some work – For 3 days. Then it is also over.
8. I went to beach- literally all day.
9. I watched football match many a days – missed the semi-final session fully.
10. Went to the church on all Sundays.
11. I listened to music – sometime.
12. I ride bike – without any count.
13. And I dreamed a lot more than anything.
14. Worried what I am doing.
15. Watched movies.
16. Made a video of me riding the bike [something little good]
What else I did?
By this time – I hate my Solitude – which I loved a lot before.
Let me count.
1. I was bored – felt what if I go to hell!
2. I ate well – all kinds of food- which I like.
3. I slept – for about 15 hours.
4. I browsed – nearly 6 -7hrs a day or more- achieved nothing.
5. I chat with my colleagues all day long.
6. I fight with them also.
7. Yes I indeed did some work – For 3 days. Then it is also over.
8. I went to beach- literally all day.
9. I watched football match many a days – missed the semi-final session fully.
10. Went to the church on all Sundays.
11. I listened to music – sometime.
12. I ride bike – without any count.
13. And I dreamed a lot more than anything.
14. Worried what I am doing.
15. Watched movies.
16. Made a video of me riding the bike [something little good]
What else I did?
By this time – I hate my Solitude – which I loved a lot before.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Giant Robot GO!!
My Ever favourite series.
I remember watching this when i was studying fifth grade.Every wednesday or saturday.. i use to run to my cousin's home to watch this and i have a permanent seat at their home. Not only me all my cousins will be there. It will be complete silence when it begins and for next half an hour it will be the most superb thrill and fun. All eyes glued to the TV set.
I have posted two pictures of my dear giant robot.. because i got a color image of the robot but i remember it only in black & white so i converted it as i remember.
I know many people loved this series, So this image is jus for them.
Monday, June 05, 2006
Io non ho paura
I’m not scared.
While playing outside one day, nine-year-old Michele discovers Filippo, who is chained to the ground at the bottom of a hole.
http://imdb.com/title/tt0326977/
And my review – and its not a review.
As the imdb says- this is almost a perfect film.
Though the title suggest it as a scary movie, its not scary, may be for kids.
But it’s a kid’s movie. I hope so. And a must see for them.
The plot is very simple. The cinematography is beautiful, in right words, its beautiful.
It makes your eyes and heart sink in its beauty. There’s no irritation. And there are no bad guys as in every movie.The big guy’s plans something and things go awry, they want to finish it off, so they turn out to become bad.
Even a character shown as a ruthless/blunt, in the end changes to be silly.
A small village, with less than 20 people and kind hearted boy. Not much action, not my movie though , it was a touching narration how a person can be bold enough.
‘I’m not scared’ is an apt title. Though we are scared for some shots the will power of the boy changes the whole feeling and makes one think how many good things can be done if we are not sacred for silly things.The theme and the location add to the movie.
The kids are amazing. How a child is growing with his sister, friends and a tough boy.There is always a tough boy in a normal children’s group, and there will be a good boy who never cares for him nor scares him, and he is our hero. A brilliant hero.
It’s a normal child’s life style. He finds something wrong with the big guys and helps the kidnapped boy get a life back to him and indeed he is called as a ‘guardian angel’.
We all have passed through this stage of life. But I missed the thrill of Michelle – the hero. Though I used to wander like him, I don’t remember if I have done something so daring like him.
While playing outside one day, nine-year-old Michele discovers Filippo, who is chained to the ground at the bottom of a hole.
http://imdb.com/title/tt0326977/
And my review – and its not a review.
As the imdb says- this is almost a perfect film.
Though the title suggest it as a scary movie, its not scary, may be for kids.
But it’s a kid’s movie. I hope so. And a must see for them.
The plot is very simple. The cinematography is beautiful, in right words, its beautiful.
It makes your eyes and heart sink in its beauty. There’s no irritation. And there are no bad guys as in every movie.The big guy’s plans something and things go awry, they want to finish it off, so they turn out to become bad.
Even a character shown as a ruthless/blunt, in the end changes to be silly.
A small village, with less than 20 people and kind hearted boy. Not much action, not my movie though , it was a touching narration how a person can be bold enough.
‘I’m not scared’ is an apt title. Though we are scared for some shots the will power of the boy changes the whole feeling and makes one think how many good things can be done if we are not sacred for silly things.The theme and the location add to the movie.
The kids are amazing. How a child is growing with his sister, friends and a tough boy.There is always a tough boy in a normal children’s group, and there will be a good boy who never cares for him nor scares him, and he is our hero. A brilliant hero.
It’s a normal child’s life style. He finds something wrong with the big guys and helps the kidnapped boy get a life back to him and indeed he is called as a ‘guardian angel’.
We all have passed through this stage of life. But I missed the thrill of Michelle – the hero. Though I used to wander like him, I don’t remember if I have done something so daring like him.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Days pass by - Life!
So im in the church* again after some days!
Its early morning.
I found a place below the fan,
So that I can continue my sleep.I'm all prepared.
Then near my feet- i saw a insect, a moth.
well i dont know the exact name of it.
It was dying!After a day long life.
I have heard that they were born just a day before
And will be dead by next day.
I saw it trembling. Gasping for air. Fluttering its wings- small wings.
I felt pity.
I felt why so soon.
And its gone.
In the church - Just before the God.
A life of jus one day.
What it would have done in that one day.
Born, openend its eyes, learned to fly ,
flew past some flowers, leaves and
Spend its night before its death near a
Cathode tube.
I never kill this fly.. coz i always felt that its life will be over in just one day. True or not i dont know.
Hours pass by. Im in Train.
I remebered this incident.
I counted my days on earth.
Its jus roughly some tenthousand days after my birth.
May be i may live for some thousand more days.
Its really great, rather than to count by years.
If you got to live for sixty years,
its approximately some fiftythousand days of life.
Wow.
Jus for some days.
What are we doing in just thousands of days.
Its early morning.
I found a place below the fan,
So that I can continue my sleep.I'm all prepared.
Then near my feet- i saw a insect, a moth.
well i dont know the exact name of it.
It was dying!After a day long life.
I have heard that they were born just a day before
And will be dead by next day.
I saw it trembling. Gasping for air. Fluttering its wings- small wings.
I felt pity.
I felt why so soon.
And its gone.
In the church - Just before the God.
A life of jus one day.
What it would have done in that one day.
Born, openend its eyes, learned to fly ,
flew past some flowers, leaves and
Spend its night before its death near a
Cathode tube.
I never kill this fly.. coz i always felt that its life will be over in just one day. True or not i dont know.
Hours pass by. Im in Train.
I remebered this incident.
I counted my days on earth.
Its jus roughly some tenthousand days after my birth.
May be i may live for some thousand more days.
Its really great, rather than to count by years.
If you got to live for sixty years,
its approximately some fiftythousand days of life.
Wow.
Jus for some days.
What are we doing in just thousands of days.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
I saw god painting!
I was travelling for two days.
And now i have a backache to remember it for a while.
As in the train near an emergency window
completely open, i oppose the rushing air with my face..
I saw two towering clouds
they were climbing from earth to unknown heights,
They were gigantic , i wished to reach that height,
[but i forget my first air borne day in air-india..
i was above these clouds then...meeting the sun eye to eye]
At a second look those clouds were like
A dip of a colouring brush in a bottle of water..
Spreading slowly slowly..
I felt, God is at his work
Colouring one of his creations.
The clouds are changing colours...
God's art work in progress..little fast
As the sun goes down
He dips his brush to black ink
And he dips to the sky
Its changing black.. slowly.. slowly.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
To write a story
One of my dreams is to write a story.
Actually a story for the film. A script.
I get dreams of this short short stories which
Will be vanished when im awake.
Recently there was a dream; an action story.
I wanted to write it down.
But to see how is it developing I slept more
And eventually forget it.
And as I was messaging to my friend
I made a surreal story,
It was a nice concept.
An alien falling in love with a girl in earth.
Its not ET story. Its not Mars attacks.
Its not some space story.
It’s a romantic story.
I’m planning to think about it more.
Is it interesting.
What makes an alien loveable?
What makes the girl to fall in love with an alien?
Does the alien have some power – supernatural
Or is it diminished one than humans.
Is it good looking.
Can it live on earth.
Are people scared of it.
Does it has an UFO.
Does it have emotion like humans.
Or should this girl teach the alien the
Emotion and love as humans.
What is love for the alien?
How does it react?
So its not a story building up
It’s a questionnaire.
Actually a story for the film. A script.
I get dreams of this short short stories which
Will be vanished when im awake.
Recently there was a dream; an action story.
I wanted to write it down.
But to see how is it developing I slept more
And eventually forget it.
And as I was messaging to my friend
I made a surreal story,
It was a nice concept.
An alien falling in love with a girl in earth.
Its not ET story. Its not Mars attacks.
Its not some space story.
It’s a romantic story.
I’m planning to think about it more.
Is it interesting.
What makes an alien loveable?
What makes the girl to fall in love with an alien?
Does the alien have some power – supernatural
Or is it diminished one than humans.
Is it good looking.
Can it live on earth.
Are people scared of it.
Does it has an UFO.
Does it have emotion like humans.
Or should this girl teach the alien the
Emotion and love as humans.
What is love for the alien?
How does it react?
So its not a story building up
It’s a questionnaire.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
GoodFriday 2006
The day to keep account of.
Its a montage of life.
I heard someone's dead
when i landed in my home.
A grandma.
Who we hated first and then started
liking her.
It was good firday.
So all of us went to the church.
In between the ceremony
we all came to see this grandma.
In a freezer box
Kept inside an ambulance.
She just travelled a long distance from her home town
after a operation
to see her grand children
and left them very next day to god.
There is not much hue and cry
since this happend asa shock and
all are busy taking the body back to the native place.
I went inside the van.
Silent.
I prayed or not i don't know.
i came out.
Then i went to church again to
participate in the ceremony.
As part of that
im standing in a line
There's a cute baby
smiling before me.
A smile, which no one hates.
i smiled back.
she/he smiled again.
A wonderful smile.
Suddenly her face was changing.
she started crying.
A small cry.
Her mom is taking care of her.
Again.
Shes back to her
world's most beautiful smile.
As i move in the line
Im now standing before the cross
of jesus.
With blood coming out of his legs
hands, head, lips, heart.
He is dying.
I kissed his feet.
I turned back.
I don't know what am thinking
Theres this three flashes coming and going
The dead grandma/the smiling baby/the jesus on the cross.
I don't know does these things have any
Meaning in my life.
Im thinking. And im still thinking.
Its a montage of life.
I heard someone's dead
when i landed in my home.
A grandma.
Who we hated first and then started
liking her.
It was good firday.
So all of us went to the church.
In between the ceremony
we all came to see this grandma.
In a freezer box
Kept inside an ambulance.
She just travelled a long distance from her home town
after a operation
to see her grand children
and left them very next day to god.
There is not much hue and cry
since this happend asa shock and
all are busy taking the body back to the native place.
I went inside the van.
Silent.
I prayed or not i don't know.
i came out.
Then i went to church again to
participate in the ceremony.
As part of that
im standing in a line
There's a cute baby
smiling before me.
A smile, which no one hates.
i smiled back.
she/he smiled again.
A wonderful smile.
Suddenly her face was changing.
she started crying.
A small cry.
Her mom is taking care of her.
Again.
Shes back to her
world's most beautiful smile.
As i move in the line
Im now standing before the cross
of jesus.
With blood coming out of his legs
hands, head, lips, heart.
He is dying.
I kissed his feet.
I turned back.
I don't know what am thinking
Theres this three flashes coming and going
The dead grandma/the smiling baby/the jesus on the cross.
I don't know does these things have any
Meaning in my life.
Im thinking. And im still thinking.
Friday, April 21, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I'm changing!
This is my new mantra.
I'm Changing!
And i want to!
But How?
If possible i will become a
super human... beyond all powers..
to save this world.
But i need to change myself
for my good.
I'm good now also.
what to do.
I have a problem...
if i like someone say something.. which is good
i will follow it .. jus like that.
Ditto.
So i dont brake my bike.
Only when it is extremely needed.
A blind following.
Somebody said- Be yourself.
And i respect that person a lot.
So im myself all the time.
I do less acting.And i found
Its not good in day to day life
But i can't change it.
Which i try to change...
With the mantra
I'm changing!
I like the song -
'I want to break free' by Queens
I used to listen to it atleast once in a month.
[God gives me more time and less time free]
Oh i jus want to breaaaaaaaaak freeeeeeeeee.
I'm Changing!
And i want to!
But How?
If possible i will become a
super human... beyond all powers..
to save this world.
But i need to change myself
for my good.
I'm good now also.
what to do.
I have a problem...
if i like someone say something.. which is good
i will follow it .. jus like that.
Ditto.
So i dont brake my bike.
Only when it is extremely needed.
A blind following.
Somebody said- Be yourself.
And i respect that person a lot.
So im myself all the time.
I do less acting.And i found
Its not good in day to day life
But i can't change it.
Which i try to change...
With the mantra
I'm changing!
I like the song -
'I want to break free' by Queens
I used to listen to it atleast once in a month.
[God gives me more time and less time free]
Oh i jus want to breaaaaaaaaak freeeeeeeeee.
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